I Woke Up Feeling a Deep Dissatisfaction With Life

But the pain in my gut made me re connect

Ididn’t feel like getting out of bed on a boring day just like the day before. But I did because staying in bed was equally awful. I look at the ceiling, paralyzed with boredom. I reach for my phone and for the tenth time I look at the same lifeless apps. Nothing ever changes. My best companion that morning…